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Thanksgiving Came Early This Year...

I am currently losing a fight with myself and I feel like I have been emotionally beaten by others and myself... 

So today's post is short and sweet...

In the meantime I am doing some self-healing by reading, drinking, eating and WRITING! and by the grace of God, a coworker invited me to join a challenge of 5 Days of Gratitude... 

A reminder that even when I am mad at the world and myself - I have so much to be thankful for... 

So today was Day 1 and it was all thanks to a pretty awesome morning when I got 3 1/2hrs to myself...

If you remind yourself how blessed you are, it has a different impact on the rest of your day... And because of this I am also reminded that I need to attend church again- I haven't been able to in a really long time! I miss having time to decompress and reflect...

I am in a dark room, I know where the light switch but for some reason I choose to stay in the dark... In order to be in the light and out of the dark- I have to let God carry me for a while...

Alrighty- That is all,

Til next Tuesday
(Hopefully by then this gloomy cloud has dissipated)

My trip to Disneyland couldn't have come at a better time!

Toodles
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